April 03, 2009

It's not easy to be me...

I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
I'm only a man
Looking for a dream

I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it's not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

Its not easy to be me
(Superman by Five For Fighting)




I have to say that it's not easy to be me...
It's not easy to be myself...
It's not easy to be what you want yourself to be...

It's not easy when you have to contemplate other people's opinion about you
It's not easy when you can't just ignore what do they think about you

It's not easy for me to be who I am...
It's not easy when people surround you always asking you to do everything right...

It's not easy when you found that people cannot accept when you get mad at them
Really, It's not, eventhought the madness is for a good reason...

It's not easy that everytime I have to consider other people's feeling, just when they don't want to understand mine...
Really, It's not easy...

I never say that it's gonna be easy to be a Teacher...
But I never know that it's gonna be hard and demanding...
But really, there is nothing I can do about it...
Because deep in me, this is what I love
This is what i wanted to do
This is the reason why God needed me in this world...
This is the reason why I belong to the Universe...

It's not that I can be a perfect Teacher or whatever...
No...

All I know that...It's not easy to be me...

I just can say I'm sorry when I made a mistake...
But do you know that the mistake in your eyes...sometimes...it is what it has to be...
It is for your own goodness
It is for your own sake
It means that I LOVE YOU...
It doesn't mean that when I got mad at you, I hate you...
How can I hate you?
How can it possible to hating you guys and girls?
It's unfeasible...

Do you know that dear???