Unpredictable

A lot of things happened these days.
Sweet, Bitter, Annoying.
Yet, I try to taking those news positively.

For example, yesterday, when i entered the class, suddenly I felt devastated.
Well, that's just weird.
Because, I just realized how was my teachers feeling years back then, when I was in Junior High School.
I remember some of my teachers hold heir tears.
Maybe at that moment they felt sad to saw us, their students, finally passed the tests, and have to leave the school to reach our future.
I put my feet on their shoes right now.

It feels really weird.

I have to hold on to myself.

And then, I said to myself that being an adult is such a thing, while getting older physically is just one thing.

It is really difficult to be separated with a person that you love.

I learned that once. And I really learned A LOT.

From my first experience, I notice that losing someone in your life is just the part of life itself.

It's nothing.

Live must go on.

Each and every of us, devoted for our own path.
There's nothing we can complain about.

When I realize that people are making a move and take a step further, I take my self making the same step, it's just in a different way.
I don't want to be so judgmental about which path is better than others.

If they have a good will in reaching into something, than it is a good path.

And time is always come and by.
There's a time when we being a part in someone's life, and there's a time when we're apart.

But it's not a bitter thing.
It is a sweet thing actually.
Try to look at it from different angles.

Our beloved person is taking another step further for their good.
They want to feel better about their self.
And I believe that it is what life is all about.

Feel better about our own self.

And nobody have rights to hold that feeling.
As long as it doesn't hurt other people feelings.

It is believable.
I'm gonna be just okay.
I don't have to release anything.
Because, it's not you leaving me.

It's us making our way.

Be good in the future.

I can't ask for more.